Quick Summary of my Burthdah!

Three days ago was my birthday. It also happened to be the birthday of my uncle, my two college friends and my workmate at school. To be completely honest, I don't think I'd hear anything from my friends about it if it weren't for the fact that Facebook displays people's birthdays to their friends. Except of course to my true friends who exactly know when my birthday is.

And yes, I've gotten quite a few Wall posts last friday from people who greeted me on my special day. Lol. But yeah, I have to deal with it. :P

A week before my birthday, we celebrated in advance mom and mine's birthday since mom and I were both born on September. She made a perfect Filipino breakfast which I truly miss a lot because I only eat Thai food in the place where I stay. We went to Thailand's tallest building- Baiyoke. It is located at Bangkok. That was perfect! We did eat plenty of food though and we went to the rooftops to see the whole view of the city. Although, it was raining so hard, it didn't stop us to take a pose to every corner of the place.huehuehuehue :D

And just last friday which was my authentic birthday, two beautiful, kind and thoughtful ladies who are my church mates gave me a treat of an incredible and tastiicious ice cream from Swensens at Krabi. That was one of the sweetest night ever in my life!-----So Far.Lol.
And on saturday, the Sipat's family brought me to one of Thailand's accessible place to eat- MK Restaurant. They're food actually tasted good and the place was clean and comfy. Aside from the good place, what I truly liked most was the fellowship that we had with the Sipat's family. I'm so blessed with this family. Their bond, their sweetness to each other.....just a perfect family picture frame. We went to Oriental Princess (ang Ganda-Ganda at Bango-Bango ng mga colognes nila. :P ) and we went to Outlet (this is where you buy all types of brands of clothes) and at night after the prayer meeting, we ate Thai food as our dinner near Vogue  and went home.

But here's the thing- my realisations.. 

It's been another year for me. I feel like I've grown up so much physically 'coz I'm getting fatter and fatter everyday!ahahah! I need to get back to the track na. This birthday is a long way from my first one This was my second birthday with no living with my grandparents( since I've lived almost half of my life with them) and second time to celebrate it with my parents(they're missionaries so they go from one place to another that's why we didn't live together not until now. Only missionary kids understand this).

I know I shouldn't have to look back but if I have to look at it,  I can say that there's so much has changed in my life, so many realisations, so many lessons learned, so many challenges faced, and so many miracles. I just thank God for another full year of blessings. I can't help but to feel excited for the coming years. I don't know what will happen next year or next season of my life. I just have to try and live each moment because I don't know what the future holds...only God holds the future. I need to remind myself of that more often.This year means that I have more responsibilities, more challenges, new things coming. And I just pray that whatever challenges I will face, I will be able to handle them.

Life is not all perfect but it is beautiful and worth celebrating for. I am just thankful for the experiences I had in my younger years- all of them, bad or good, molded to be who I am now (@24). I thank God for the blessings he gave to me and to everything- just everything.
Gosh, I just want my friends- their touch, their whines (kidding), my family. Sighs. I just hope and pray to break my shell, channelling my anxiety into enthusiasm and having fun doing these new things, be good at work, be a good  cousin, daughter and granddaughter and "maybe" a good wife someday. nyahahahha (evil laugh) 

Anyways, thank you to those people who greeted me on my and before my birthday through call and text on skype, Whatsapp, Viber, Line, Google+, instagram and through posting their greetings on my Facebook timeline. Thank you so much guys. Am truly grateful to have you as my friends. Thanks to my family too! I know they're praying for me. Above all, Thank you Father God for this day.

Have a great day everyone!

for the sake of the record

I'm in my room now listening to my ever favorite online Christian radio station- K-LOVE. A what? Yeah you heard (read?) it right- K-LOVE . Look here (http://www.klove.com/) for K-love's more information.
But yeah, how is that possible that an asian woman like me is listening to an american radio? Simply because I love their songs. Man! I love chilling and this time with Jesus- listening Christian songs or contemporary songs whatever they are :D It just helps me relax and even  informs me of what is going on in the other face of the world. I mean I don't only listen to K-Love,I also listen to some other stuff. :D

"Facebook status: What's on my mind?"- A lot! Mixed! Halo-Halo :D

This is actually my first time to write this year.I have wordpress and tumblr to post everything but I forgot the password. :(  And oh, forgive me of my grammar I'm really horrible at organizing thoughts and sentence constructions. I mean I could really write all that are in my head right now. I was even thinking of writing about my adventure coming here in this foreign country telling you how terrible I've been through with jet lags and culture adjustments, the people , my work, workmates, students that I have no choice but to face them everyday and my first time of staying with my parents for a long time. But maybe or maybe not, I'll write them to another post na lang. :D

"How's it going Kerren?"

Right now? not bad! As a matter of fact, I'm happy for today's a holiday- no work, just stay at home and sleep all I can. Today's also the 86th birthday of  King Bhumibol Adulyadej. He's the longest - reigning monarch in the world. And I can see some fireworks now right outside the balcony. I have a video posted in my instagram too. So my day's not that bad SO FAR.

"Anything you wanna tell to us? "

Nothing much. Honestly I don't know what really is wrong with me these past few days or months. I'm pressured. I miss home. It's my first time to celebrate my birthday outside the country and probably my first time to celebrate Christmas and New Year too! I don't know if I'm going to be sad or happy about that. I mean I'm happy 'coz Mom and Dad is with me now yet sad too for some unknown reasons. Well mom bought tickets for this summer's vacation and guess what! I'm gonna see Philippines na! :D

I'm excited to go home and see people that I only get to talk on Fb and skype due to distance gap. I miss them so much. But I was thinking that after the vacation, what's next? I'm getting old now. I have to build my life. I have to work for it. I have to go back and see what's next. I got plans but I still need God's confirmation about it. I don't know what lies ahead 'coz only God knows. I am hopeful though 'coz that's the only thing I can do. I don't know. I just don't know. Who would know? Duuhh.

Let's see what will happen next! :D
I'm going to post some pictures on my next blogs. #Crossingmyfingers :S

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Wake - Young and Free - Hillsong

Tonight is May 04,2013 and I am home already!
I usually write the experiences I’ve been through at the end of the day (everyday) but as you can see in my profile, for the past few years (and months maybe), I have not posted any experiences of my day.. Maybe that was because I was very bitter of what happened to me for the past few years and months that caused me not to write again. But I thank God for saving me in those situation that I almost want to commit suicide because of that terrible experience that I just can’t mention here :)There were people who encouraged me and they were my spiritual siblings and spiritual mother, and few of my friends. :D I was also at eased when my parents understood my situation. Hehehe. And oh, I am also grateful because I now remember the i.d and password of this account since I forgot everything about this cite. I even deactivated my facebook account too ( I do not know if my friends noticed it) but thank you Lord, I am well now. ( I reactivated my fb again anyway :P )

You see, in those dark nights, I can’t understand why God let it happen. I know He has better plans for me… I know that He knows everything! I know that He is a God and that He can do all things, I know that He owns everything, that He gives and takes away, that I don’t have the right to question Him why all those bitter days came, that I have to trust Him, but it’s just that I was facing a battle of the mind.In those times, I wasn’t really facing the visual struggle but a struggle of battling in against mind-of deceptions,of hopelessness, and of all the “why’s” in the world.

Everyday is a battleship of fighting my own fleshly desires. I face trials and tests. I face different people with different perspective in life and sometimes I didn’t notice that I am starting to think like them- basing my decisions and standards through their opinions. I also done impulsive decisions. I made mistakes-of course! But I am convicted by the Holy Spirit not to make it as an excuse,” I’m only human, that’s why I keep on doing wrong consciously and unconsciously.” Everyday, I am facing pressures specially now that I am about to work. I don’t know if I can face my parents’ expectations. But I will try my best. Oh well, truly, truly, your worst enemy is your own self. That’s why I need God to help me about this .

Going back to this day, (lol) I can say that it was a great day. We went to Mochit(still a part of Thailand,(bus terminal)) and bought our ticket for Krabi tomorrow. Actually we were out of ticket yesterday that’s why we took our ticket today. I, together with my Mom&Dad met tito Edsel,tita Bambie, Ciara and her love- Vesa . We went to Bangkapi Mall and I went to my favorite game-dance revo. We were planning for bowling and swimming and I just don’t know why it was cancelled again.hahha. But it’s okay, i really enjoyed this day anyway. We went to Swensen’s and then went to their (tito Edsil, Tita Bambie, Ciara’s and okay Vesa was there too) house and had our dinner with them. The fellowship with them was awesome! :)

I and Dad will leave tomorrow for Krabi. It’s just so sad that we have to part ways with my Mom. I am a bit worried because Mom is not feeling well right now. i just pray that she’ll be okay as soon as possible! :D ” Don’t worry Mom..we’ll still see each other every end of the month :D.
I also heard that Krabi is a very silent place. Like it has no malls( they do have mall but unfortunately I am very far from the civilization) I think I have to deal with loving the nature na. Haha. But it’s okay, I know I’ll be fine. I am just excited of what awaits me there. You want to know what I am going to do at Krabi? Secreeettoo! :D
Well, I am trusting the Lord for His plans are greater than mine, Thank you Father God for this fruitful day. thank you for your son Jesus and for your Holy Spirit that convicts and teaches me the right thing to do. Had not because of your grace, All my good deeds are useless. :D Good night everyone!